La La Land

Just woke up. Fell asleep on the couch for a quick catnap, in the late afternoon, after scarfing down a heaping pile of Chinese food. When I opened my eyes at 11pm, I had no clue what day it was, where I was, or what was going on around me. Complete La-La land. Zoning outContinue reading “La La Land”

The Sequel

The home is quiet, and the coffee is strong. The chores are done, and I have zero obligations to the outside world on this glorious Sunday morning. I purchased my coffee creamer yesterday, so all is well on that front. Today, I sit in my lair, incense burning, lights dimmed, partaking in the sweet, sweetContinue reading “The Sequel”

Dream State

“Everywhere I go I see people passing by. They keep staring back at me like some freak in paradise.” –Papa Roach–   Sometimes I forget where I am. Especially in the middle of the night. The transition from one home, to the current home happened so fast, and was a blur from beginning to end,Continue reading “Dream State”

Disconnect

“Nothing ’bout me is ordinary. My friends all say I’m going crazy. I don’t hear a word that they say.”—Shinedown   I go through periods of time where I have to separate myself fully from social media and mainstream everything. Sometimes upwards of a week or longer, before I’ll open it back up and takeContinue reading “Disconnect”

The Mortal’s Enemy

“Be not afraid of growing slowly, be afraid only of standing still.” –Chinese Proverb “The world is a vampire, sent to drain.” –Smashing Pumpkins   At this phase of my journey, and it happens in phases, I’ve come to understand some things. Bear in mind, this is all coming from subjective personal perspective. My truth. ToContinue reading “The Mortal’s Enemy”